Wednesday, February 01, 2006 @ 6:16 PM
arg..so tired..my eyelids are falling~~
i was typing the cds the WHOLE day.. test is coming and yea i need to buck up!! and yep so i borrowed the super thick CDS text and was typing out the main points.. gawd im SO STUPID to realise it is jus MCQ and 1 short qn when i had typed 3 topics? gawd waste time..and the most impt chapter, i haven touched ..
-.-'' and ya on friday there;s a test.. i almost 4got..man.. and i need to find out the comm skills book..i think i had lost it..arg...why am i so unlucky..kept on losing things aagaainnn. -.-'~
anyway..i need a breather..
anyway today is jus another day..haa nothing to say about it..~~~~ regretted going to joyce's house yesterday..or else i could have studied..and it was not tt fun la..cos all gambling..watching horror movie..haa..all i dun like~yea but the atmosphere was quite good because alot of people coming to joyce's house..and she was celebrating her 18th birthday? haa.. she's so fortunate to have her parents!
and ya had a talk with phoebe..
and ya..i think im confused..suddenly drowned with guilt? haa..hai..i also dunno waht to do..because i guess all in all..the timing is all wrong..and ya anyway without me, they can survive well too and i guess my comments are not tt impt anyway// haa..
dreams.
noww maybe to me, is not tt tangible anymore..i can no longer see the outcome..im blurred..and suddenly i forgot what i want..anymore..ya..so im already confused..maybe its the wrong time..but doing the right thing..
upon seeing her parents, i suddenly feel the load on me..responsiblity. gawd..and im so lost..
haha..and i cant slp well..gawd..~~
*drop de a d
haha anyway stop all these stupid thoughts la..im jus feeling grumpy..lOl..anyway i have decided..to score my examinations with flying colours and i can't have distractions now because last sem i was not scoring well..and yeps..and i have no seal points at all..and ya..lots..i need to focus on my studies..yeayea..soon u guys will be seeing me mugging hard~~
the old crappy qiutin is coming back!