Tuesday, February 28, 2006 @ 12:06 AM
heyhye TODAY. very tired..lols..yups..
smsed quite alot of peeps..and yea..it was quite bad actually..lols..cos they din reply..yea except for lirong n lyna? haa anyways went town with peishan..
it was quite okie and i had wok pot..lols..it was v nice..
yea..bought a hp pouch..lols..LOLS and i found it nicer than my hp? lols..really like it alot..lols..and i guess that and the wok pot and the OP slipper were the happiest things today..haha and of cos peishan;s accompany..lols..will get beaten upside down if din say..lols..OH YA she dun hit ppl wan..that's what she said..and that;s very true!! cos she din relient when i hit her..lols..PAIN..paiseh paiseh..lols..
anyway..yea lols..
been spending money..-.-'' b4 earning money..felt so guilty..and yea of cos my girls..im guilty too..of not been there..of not helping..of not guiding well enough..but all in all..i guess it takes two hands to clap..and been through all these..im really very apologetic..for everything..and everything is nt wrong..the things we do and all the stuff..but while everything is correct..the timing is wrong..and really im not intending to stay on..but to leave too..but i guess with or without a character like me will not make any diff in u guys life and of cos nti yea?
yups..and i really wanna get a job 1st..maybe because the balance is always OFF and i really need some hard cash instead of..lols..nvm.. yea yea..but stillim not giving up on my dream. to lead de life i want.
yea..and u know when i was going all the shit..i realised alot of things..lols..anyway..there;s alot of stuff and through simple sms and getting no replies..i also dunno what to say but to apologise..because i guess everything started with me..
anyway my mood wasn't that good of cos..lols..
yups..if u guys were to see this..A sorry. and yea without me all of u can do it too i believe..and yea all in all it depends on one's mindset..and SUCCESS oR FAILURE doesn't depend on anyone's actions but yourself and ur mentality. i always wanted to say. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST. on the stage..i often rehearsaled myself standing on the stage..saying my speech and thanking the ppl..who have guided me along..and everyone..and of cos thanking the one who bought me in..and u guys for supporting me all the way till now..but i guess i have stopped been rehearsaling when you guys seem to find fault in me and leaving me? haa..anyway..
its all past tense..
haha okie la i better stop it or else i will get depressed again..=)