Sunday, March 19, 2006 @ 12:28 AM
HEY..~~~
im v hot now..lols...
lotsa to say actually these 2 days..lols.
yesterday was terrible terrible and terrible..lols..yea..somehow i felt like a clown..yea..and i also dunno hw to react..yea lor so i kept quiet~~
also i was DA runner..clear tables and set tables..and it was so crowded..and yea i was the runner..LOl okok..stop repeating..my brain is not functioning well now..lols..LOW BATT*
hmm..yea felt quite stupid at 1st la..cos run up and down in the end gt ppl do the job alrd..and i was like what? okies..and den i was left standing there as if i love slacking..hate this kinda feeling..and i dun like to be accused of eating snake~~ yea lor..i know its kinda stupid because everyone likes to slack and daydream and get paid..loL..but me~~ i jus dun feel right..LOL werid me..FREAK..~~
LOl..okie la..so i was feeling abit WTH? yesterday with lotsa of customers, clearing of tables, setting of tables, taking orders and serving customers..and yea i served one of the superstar's family last night..and i couldnt recognise him at 1st..LOL until when he called the bill i realied it was actually HIm. lols..and i was kinda rough when clearing the tabLES~~ cos need to be fast ma..
den it was like very RUDE to interrupt cos clearing of tables meanssss PLS GET OUT OF HERE and PAY THE BILL. lols..that was what the manager asked me to do..cos lotsa of ppl were queuing outside..yeas..so i was the bad GUY again huh..
after that i was being said that i was rough..cos the glasses and plates went CLANG CLANG CLANG infront of Them..and DOTS LA>.u want me to be fast and quick..and u DIN EVEN ASK ME DON DO THAT STUPID ACTION. and HE SAID IT WAS NOT VERY NICE. YEA YEA YEA everything was my fault..
okie forget it now i know..and i KNOW it was rude okie..i hated to clear the tables when customers were THERE. AND i can clear the table and bring everything to the kitchen AT one time lor..Its much faster..den to bring the plates forth and back..LAMER LEH..
and i realised my skills are getting better and better..i could get all the STUFF..2 tall glasses, two plates, 4 side dishes and RUBISh altogether at once to the kitchen leaving the table clean~~ YEA!! i did it..im so happie..and yea i din fall or TRIP..lols..=)) that was the most happiest thing last nigth i guess..sad right..haaa
yea and lisa was saying today that i can clear the table myself when actually 3 ppl have to help to clear one table! IM SO HAPPYY =D
haha..yea..actually it was really heavy..lols..but i WALKED very fast..lols..and i was trying to be strong also la..lols..cos so many customers..i can;t stop also..lols..yea i become STRONGER..lols..mentally too..lols
yea but..
i felt empty too..lols..dunno why..
i kept myself busy..the whole of yesterday..i dun wish to hear anything dun wish to talk about anything..alrd..
all because of the stupid rumor..and i dun even know how should i join in teh talk..yea..so i become silent again..
i hate that me..
i told myself..yea jus concentrate on work..and yea..u have ur bunch of friends..though at work maybe there may be no friends..ITS okie..but den..its no use..im still feeling v down..yea tried to liven up..but still the laughter and the jokes..all seemed..fake? i dun laugh in my heart..lols..like now..
yea lor..cant open up suddenly..its like wanting to explode but no..
i left kenny early last night..was actually very down from the beginning..yea i took the train alone..because i dun wan to let anyone know that i have this STUPID EXPRESSION ON my face..haa..
yea sometimes its not possible to laugh at all times..though very hard i was trying to..
i dragged myself back..and i was silent all the while..nothing perked me up~
haha..kinda depressing huh..
hah..okie la..CHN TOPIC..
TODAY.
went early because i tot work start at 11am? when it starts at 12pM..and i was rushing like mad..why everytime like tt wan ar..lols..very sian leh..haha..lec aslo like tt..dots.. haa..
anyway..today was okie LA. ya lor..kept myself busy as usual den i dun think so much..lols..yea lor..so i dun mind workign hard la..ya lor..all because of the stupid rumor..lols..yea lor..but okie la..after few more days i hope everyone can forget..and i dun need to be like this alrd..yea..
and the stupid 89 kept HItTIng my cap..SO PAIn lor..pig leh he..but heng gt him and step..lols..all very nice..tok to me..LOL..although the stupid 89 tricked me today..LAMER leh he..haa..but at least im not stoned anymore..and i think i really woke up from last night when he hit my head..LOL..like concussion all of a sudden i remember im the lively lame crappy QIUTIN..lols..yea
so he kana my super hard BLOW on his head too..LOL..they stunned..lols..hit too hard..lols..HE ALSO HIT MY HEAD VERY HARD OKIe..my cap almost covered my face lor..STUPID.
but hey hey hey im not that easy to be bullied okie..haa..my blows are quite fatal also>> LOLS...okie la i admit im quite lame and childish like HIM..but u can't possibly do nothing when u are being hit on the head? especially ON THE HEAD.
yea lor..
hope tml he dun rememver my blows..lols..
okie so im quite open up alrd..and went for mny godpa's relavtive's wedding..and U KNOW the food WAS NICE>.omg..it was very NICE> yum yum yum lols..too bad u cant taste it..LOL..
okie im getting fatter..-.-'' lols..
and alot to tell u GUYS..but im very tired now to type alrd leh..lols..
cos now is 1AM..lols..
okie la..stop my crap..