Friday, May 19, 2006 @ 9:58 PM
hey~
haha alot of things to do..haha yups..
1) marketing individual
2) marketing group work
3) Club, resort and spa
4) Applied research
5) Basic entreprenurship
6) Accountancy
7) APEL ( today's lesson is on peer pressure. negatives: desire for Branded goods, drugs, addicts, addiction, smoking, shop lifting..etc//last week is on elderly, help the needy people, old folks home, how to help them, what the benefits of helping them. egs. you get satisfaction, learnt a new skill eg. you learn to play guitar when u wanna perform for them, get a new experience)
8) Culinary journal
yups..APEL..JOURNAl. mad..
and culinary journal madd..hahaa...
yups
that's quite alot..yea..hahaa..aza fighting! fighting! baxia! i can finish them..lol.s..
yea..im not depressed la..jus lack of slp..haha yea lor..
actually dun feel good when i did not get any sms la..but okie la..should get used to it..haha..yea lor..nvm~ can train me not to look at hp during lecs or tut..lols..yea..like when i was in secondary sch..lols..i was so guai!! hahaa..yea..
and i think im quite lucky though..laming ard with classmates and ppl ard me..haha..yea lor..and i will be going to my 1st NE talk..lols..so happie man..Hahaa// yea..
in class, there are howeluen, gwen, ivy..haha yea..howe luen makes me feel im not alone..haha though i can joke pretty well ard la..yea lor..she's a good influence..yea..hha..yups but still after sch we eboth will often have something on..haha ya lor..
yea i felt insecured. hahaa..having a good friend is still better than having a bunch of weather friends yea? lols~ that;s what i tot la..hahaa..yups..
and sometimes i feel im too involved into friend's problems..lols..actually i need not care that much..haha~ yea..its not as if im the only one who knows the whole story..haha ya..
haha yea lor..actually dun need to care that much..haha..and the deepest feelings need not shared with few people..jus one will do..haha or none..hahA dunno this is hw i feel..hahaa..maybe ppl will think ur deepest feelings or secrets are jus nothing la..aha..not very impt to them also..but to u, u wish they will feel the same way as you do..haha and tt's not possible la..haha..this is hw i think..hahaa..
no longer i will repeat the same history again..hahaa..yups..no matter hw hard life is hw complicated feelings are..its still to keep to oneself..haha..its really better..haha
IM still the crappy lame me..:D
this is who i wanna be..
and thus this is hw i wanna show to ppl ard me..ahaa..
though sometimes im really upset over something..i seriously hate to share sometimes..hahaa..especially when the ppl on the other side will jus treat it as rubbish..lols..or they will feel very down..lols..or when they see you..they will go..'aiyo dun think too much.' LOLS..dun wish to hear that..
HAHA yea..im borned to be HAPPY...yea..hahaa..
i just need a true friend..who can lend me a shoulder..a ear..
but..its stupid to have a true friend..because sometimes u treat him/her so impt like u will die without them standing by ur side all the time..haha..too reliant..
this will become a habit..hahaa..i hate this kinda feeling..hahaa..
so sometimes..dun be too involved..but ironically, human needs a true friend!! haha..told u..its MADNESS x100000000
TOTAL MADNESS