Sunday, May 28, 2006 @ 11:20 PM
hey~
why am i suey wan..
my culinary sci chned time last min! and i cant meet mr pras..MAD..awww..im so suey..hais..dunno la..dun wish to tok about that day also..made me dunno what to say..ya..so pls dun ask me alrd..dun tok about it anymore..im feeling very bad alrd..with so much things..and im getting edgy because of culinary sci..
and mad..i still have to explain about that day..madnesss X100000..
i think too much? pls..i dun even wanna think of it alrd..~~~~~~~~~~~~
dunno hw am i feeling now..but certainly is not good..mixed feelings..edgy..madness..
yea i understand why everytime qiudan wun say the real stuff..haha..yea..cos it makes things worse..tt;s why i dun feel like saying too..dun wanna say too much think too much..tt will only make tihngs worse ba..
since i have said it..i might as well said everything..
yea i felt left out that day..the whole of tt day actually..yups dun ask me why..im not having PMS or mood swings..its jus the things u guys do ba..yea..and i know u dun mean it of cos..but i jus dun like tt kinda feeling?
anyway ya..i felt that tzehui sided with lyna more..yea..and u also admitted it ya? and it suddenly stroke me hard..i dunno who you are..buddy?
no certainly not..tt;s the worse feeling
and tt made me feel disappointed and upset..
and u said i said things that hurt you..omg..
Lyna kept saying waht we going to do when we go there...if u can remember..she repeated alot of times..until i couldn't take it and said nvm i go..and i think i din really FLARED UP.
and being left out is alrd not a good feeling..
i dunno how many times it happened alrd..and i tried not to think about it..
yea..
dunno hw to continue alrd..
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