Sunday, May 07, 2006 @ 9:13 PM
總是 忍不住寂寞掉下眼淚 你才會給安慰
擔心 短暫的晴天 隨時都可能 被陰霾收回
等待 有機會最壞也最甜美 我樂觀卻疲憊
因為 太怕失去你 所以連快樂裡 都裝滿傷悲
你不曾發覺 你總是用右手 牽著我 但是心卻跳動在左邊
你和我之間的遙遠 永遠隔著親切 愛少的可憐
伸出右手 想陪著你 向前走 感受 你愛我的心跳在左邊
那麼深深愛你的我 相信你 會了解
總在 埋怨過你的冷漠之後 又急著說抱歉
彷彿 向疏遠的你 乞求一點體貼 都是我不對
結果 有可能最美也最可悲 我做好了準備
也許 太自由的你 心裡面那個家 誰也不能回
我一直相信 總有一天 你會用左手 牽著我走向明天
未來很遙遠 卻會實現 心在同一邊就能夠 聽見 你說的那句 我愛你
你不曾發覺 你總是用右手 牽著我 但是心卻跳動在左邊
你和我之間的遙遠 永遠隔著親切 愛少的可憐
伸出右手 想陪著你 向前走 感受 你愛我的心跳在左邊
那麼深深愛你的我 你一定 看得見yea..
tday went EAST COAST!! haha..actually quite excited..lols..applied sunblock..lols..my new sunkiller! whaha..smell nice..lols..ok crap..haha..yups..
at 1st was really paiseh la..I fall with the bicycle..lols..cos the bicycle is really high la..lols..my legs too short ya..haha..yups they should have known tt..and that guy the shop person wore the same shirt as mine!! except his is orange wan..lols..stupid eh!!! hahaa..and i fall infront of the shop..infront of everyone..alot of ppl gathering infront of the shop..was really paiseh la..
and the idiot 89` din help me!! ahhaa..okie la..he wants me to be more independent i think..haha..i managed to cycle..lols.actually was really scared and nervous inside me u know..lols..because he was not standing beside me..and i really scare i jus fall..yups..luckily i braved myself..
yups..haha actually i felt tears of joy in my eyes when i succeeded..lols..
happie..yet abit scared..lols..yups..
and i knocked onto someone!! im so stupid to knock onto a little girl..really stupid eh me..its worse than i fall down la..luckily i jus knocked abit of her bicycle..den she fall..luckily the impact wasn't big..really had phobia when i see ppl..especially at narrow road and when ppl started cutting the lane..
i knocked her was because the road was really narrow..and the ppl infront cycled so SLOW...i cant control well..yups..
i saw her face..really apologetic..den a few guys were like..BE careful when u cycle..of cos i know taht..felt so bad..
yups..there were alot of times when i wanna give up..jus stopped and end this thing..were times i really feel like crying..because i stopped quite alot of times..and i was getting tired..of getting on and off the bicycle..
i think im a crybaby..lols..but no la i din cry of cos..sometimes i find myself werid..haha..i actually smile when i wanna cry~~ lols..
i still remember last time when me and my mum accompanied me to see the specialist..it was very painful that time..and i felt like crying..lols..but in the end i actually laughed..ahaa..yea..whenever i applied the medicine on my wound i will laugh..lols..actually i wanna cry la..lols..
yea lor..
haha im werido right..lols..but i guess tt's better than crying la..haha..
yea..i dunno whether he knew hw i was feeling..haha..i guess not ba..lols..i was nt crying anyway..lols..
yups..hw i wished i was on double bike..lols..jus cycle and do nth else..lols..my controlling skills really cannot make it la..lols..
ya lor..
and i was nt very tired physically la..i was jus afraid to knock onto innocent ppl again..yea..lousy me right..haha..
yea..kinda spoilt the fun la..and really hate that..but den..i really dun wish to knock onto ppl..haha..especially today is sunday..haha..yups..i hope i managed to bring fun la..but den..dun think i did well..
haha..mad me..really wish to lighten ppl's day la..but den..haha..not so much today..
yups..i wonder did he think of his ex when we were together..haha..but i guess de ans is a yes..lols..
haha..yups..because when i returned to marine parade today..i still remembered de past days when i was working..i could remember clearly i guess..but den..the feelings are different alrd i realised..
the light shone brightly at 1st..
but after a while..it starts to fade..
until nothing is left..
are your feelings still as strong?