never wanna hear you say goodbye.

hey..im so full ahhaa..

hmm new updates*
haa..
mon-
Culinary! and watched just my luckK..lols..it was quite nice and funny! ahhaa..yea..the male and female leads were not bad..yea..

tues-
stayed back for project..and our grp really had some big issue..yea..madness X 1000000..arg i have no comments..

wed-
that was my super low spirit day..Bus etiquette presentation..omg i did so badly for it..that i really had no mood for anything..hais..i was unprepared and i really gt crowd fright..lols..or issit called phobia of crowd..or...lols..haha nvm..you know i know..arg ya everytime i gt eye contact with the crowd..i will start toking nonsense..lols..start behaving unlike myself..
gawd how can i improve? and to think that im in htm..im really quite..disappointed with myself seriously..

yea..i felt like crying after that presentation man..really ruined it..haha..but no la..hahaa..after that day..i Really want to get my super healthy lifestyle back. hahaa..what am i saying..anyway i think im still in wonderland noww..these few days i've feeling restless...no matter hw early i slp..i've been slping at 11 plus..and thats better than 12 plus 1am..yea..and i have no idea why i still so tiredd...and whenn im tired, im losing concentration..and den i will start to say stupid things...

haa..hw i wish i can take a break and run away..for 1wk? haa..maybe take a holiday to disneyland..hahaa..or maybe somewhere serene..
oH ya learnt a new word, 'Halcyon' This is de name for our resort, spa and club pulau ubin..wahhaa..it means auspicious, peace. :)

haaa..i wanna go somewhere peaceful..serene..green..lambs..wooden houses..trees...outdoor kinda cafe..or maybe cafe beside the seaside..haaa..i have tot of opening a cafe beside de seaside before..lols..because i can earn moeny and enjoy my life! lols..and i love the party mood..where everyone is enjoying, dancing..with music of all kinds..slow melody..jazzz..latin..and all..haha diff themes for diff days..and the interaction with the host and guests..

but something i dun like..departure. arrive. depart. haa..

HAha..okie..coming back..i will buck up more..prepare myself more..practise harder than others do..yea..because i know im weak..haha so wish me success!

thurs-
hmmm another day of project..and internal conflict..i have enough of tt...haaa..no comments..

fri-
another super blank day..my mind was really blank after doing Ar test..simply cant think of anything else..gawd..and i was so blur to hand in the wrong ans paper..and i almost din send the files which were to be marked..arg..why am i so suey...paiseh stuff never stop coming to me..haa..always.

yea..jus my luck? everyday i will meet some paiseh incident..ARG..
but sometimes im lucky though..haa..hmm some stuff like i met my godparents, met a bunch of really lovely friends..wahhaa..er..yea..hahaa..and i get to eat everyday..hahaa..er..really cant think of anything la..haaa..oh ya im lucky that im in the course i wanted..lols..

but somehow..through those hectic projects tests days..i have thought quite alot about my goal in life..whhaa..suudenly im not sure what i will do in the future..hahaa..

anyway..i got to LEAD my HEALTHY lifestyle bacK.

yea..will exercise no matter hw tired i am..haa..slp early..lols..yea..and really wake up earlier to have my long-lost breakfast..yea..i dunno wanna chunk biscuits in my mouth in sentosa bus again..every morning..or rush the 2 mins train..or catch the buses..

yea its my routine alrd..lols..waking up at only 730-750am..when i was supposed to reach sch at 9am? -.-'

haha..yups..fri is disastrous day for me..the test really electric shocked me the whole day..haa..
yups..den went project..den went home? haa..its a so plain boringgg day..

yups..
sat-
same boringg day with project...and i kept eating today! ahaha..and u should know where i went..my godma;s house..ahaa..always! hahaa..really gotta do some exercise..wahhaa..

anyway...i really wish that i cna get enough slp and concentration..i CANT lose any FOCUS..

yups..i Mus start fighting again! baxiA!!!!

tml: apel reflection, acc..
oh ya culinary is drivng me mad!! i really have no talent in cooking okie?? haa..so next time my husband mus be someone who knows hw to cook..haha..cos i like to EAT..whhaaa..

okie..i shall do APEl, acc..and abit of culi tml.. :)

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