never wanna hear you say goodbye.

something i found meaningful =)

Accept it and move on,
Dun drift on it for too long,
or it shall take its toll on,
let bygones be bygones,
think not and it's gone,
hold on and comes a new-born,
ceases and arrives a new dawn..
(c) Seah

heyss.
haha im BACK. hahaha. wow. really very tired these few days. haha. mentally and physically drained. yeas. projects projects and projects. and internal cold war in my group. yeas. what's the last thing i want in this week? hah. a talk with mr warren about our group. args. driving me mad. with projects, group members, conflicts of ideas, lack of trust and communication, politics and on.

yups. haha. mentally strained. though i might seem crappy and lame but i do feel the stress. haha. its just that i didn't want to make the situation worse. yups. continue laming. hahah. and laughing. =DD

yeas. syahidah is very funny la hahah she is also very kuku. hahaha. every single thing also laugh lolss we cannot be together we will laugh until die. hahahah everytime she heard me saying laugh until die she will laugh hysterically. hahaha. yeas. and she said its my fault cos my laughter is contagious.! KUKU hahahah no lor haha she everything also laugh..hahaha

yeas. phew . she didn't go rolling her eyes and say WAKE UP. hahahah.

monday went fine dining with service class mates and tutors. hahaha. it was ok. the food was alright. yups. but the heels were killing me. haha i got BLISTERSS!! omg. hahaa. and i was rushing here and there wearing heels. yea in the morning was rushing to sch..and it was really terrible la cos de back of my feet was bleeding. haha. and i dun have plasters!!

yups and later on i have to rush from train station to Sp. yups. and the weather was so hot and i was perspiring like mad. from the restaurant we walked to mrt..den from mrt to home. yeas. i think the people mus have tot that im mad hahah walking so fast with heels and skirt. and then if they were loitering ard mrt station they would be seeing me rushing to mrt again with casual wear. haha. yea. pls dun recognise me!!! lols

yea and the badminton compeition was really very exciting!! hahaha everyone was fighting so hard. and i could feel the tension rising inside me when their points were so close!! it was like 21 to 20. gawd. lol. i think i will be really disappointed when the opponent chased up and close the points gap.

but its okie la. through compeition u will know urself better and conquer ur weakness. haha never underestimate ur opponent.! they may turn out to be stronger..yups this is one thing i learnt. hahah.

yups alot of matches were very close to winning. hahaa. junting's also hahah. yea i think we were all sweating inside la. hahah cold sweat. when their points were so close!! hahahah. yeas but!! HE WON!!! hahah. yups i think Tp's team spirit is good man! hahah its very important!! haha! especially when u are making mistakes on court..yeas. thats hw i feel la hahaha because its very demoralising to make mistakes and at this pt of time if the team jus keep quiet and leave me to rot..i will throw white flag lols!

yups mentally alrd lost the game. haha. i felt this way when i was in netball competition last time. haha.

yeas. and i was so tiredd. hahah. woke up at 5am. so by the time we were on Tp bus i was dying. hahha. cant think of anything lols i think partly is because we din eat our dinner. yeas. and my head was spinning like washing machine lols i think is the foie gras fault lols no la i think is the weather. haha yeas and i have not been drinking enough water these days. haha. no time to refill water bottle..!

yeas. and i fall sick that night. lols!
but luckily i was okie the next morning..haha..but its jus that i was so tired because of the lack of slp..my kuku father la hahaha he asked me to slp after my hair was dry..and i slept at 12am tt night. omg. haha. ya la and i cant tell him im dyin right. or else he sure nags at me. hahah..

yups. and it was TUES. my super bad morning with straight 4 hrs of tutorial. hw lucky can i get. hahah. with projects. facing the grp. ~~~~

yea. and then went vivo after tt for lunch with syahidah..haha and the Book fair on cruise ship. hahah i wanna go on cruise with my loved ones!! thats so nice!! the scenery was fantastic and the weather was great! i love the nature!! hahahah. and the smell of the sea. and the breeze blowing. haha wow.

haha yeas. went home. rushed with projects. again. and my efforts are being said as irrelevant. GAWD. 1st time in my life my work was critisized this way. really disappointed. and angry. Because i heard it through others' mouth. instead of them. i was thinking. if u really think tt way, why not we reason it out?? madness.

yeas. dun tok about projects its just making me demoralised.

yups. den come wed. projects. drowning in projects.

my head was spinning these few days.

with the lack of slp. and water. and stress. pressure. cold war. Projects are not stressful. Its the people im working with make my work stressful.

gawd.

yups. but nvm la. haha. it will be over soon. haha. yeas~~~~
Fighting! baxia~!!!


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