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Saturday, November 18, 2006 @ 12:24 AM
yeas. so tired these few days haha. yea. like a walking
zombie in school. hahah worse than the peacock..ahhha. yeas. argss. hahah. yeas.
read my friend blog yeas. i dun understand. feeling empty..maybe its been so long since we chat or meet. yeas. i really dun like ppl who dun reply my sms. especially they are my good friends. and i dunno why i care so much. yeas. its like you are so unimportant. this kinda feeling is really lousy.
yups again and again my sms was treated like trash?
yeas. or it will take ages to reply my sms. its like. okies. stop being stupid. nobody cares anyway. yeas. hahah. everyone is busy busy busy. and im busy too.
and sometimes when u care the other side jus cant be bothered. its like wth?
dunno waht to say.
yeas. i dunno whether is it Im too hard to deal with? or too sensitive? or too watsoever.
i tot maybe they are busy or sometihng. yeas. i try to find excuses. maybe they are busy tired hp low batt or something. but when i got the reply, huh i din reply you?
omg. what am i to reply?
and simply i dun get the reply. after a day.
madness. i wonder what did i do to deserve this?
and de worse thing is that i need to msg that friend who asked me out 1st.
its like. huh?
in the end she simply forgets and din even reply the two messages.
and one simply dun reply.
wow. a blow?
two good friends. maybe its my fault too. maybe they are too tired to care about me. yups. i should be more understanding right?
its so hard to be a good girl. i would rather be a cold dao girl. say hi and i will say hi. tok and i will tok to you.
args. im sorry if i rant too much. i jus feel lousy today.
yups. and im alrd so tireddd. rushing project datelines today yesterday the day before and so onn. and sometimes i cant take it but to say it out. its too much for me to handle what im feeling inside. yeas. things i have not said. and all. but surely saying out is not that i wanna blame anyone or something. its just hw i feel. and if i dun care i wun even bother. maybe saying it out is better than hiding and holding a grudge against the person. yups. this is really true.
when lies uncertainty started to accumulate. eventually it will jus collaspe and everything will jus turn to dust. wahaha!!! omg. i sound so kuku.
haha. okie u hardly see me typing all this crap let me do it tonight. haha.
hais. yeas. dinner with huimin after sch. yups.
chatted alot. on our past and our family matters. haah. yeas. haha.
brought back alot of bad memories. lols. currently. not tt great too. but. i still need some time.
hahah. okies. everything will be fine one day. and i need to slp. and have enough rest.
im lacking of sleep water everyday. yea cant even focus well these days. and test is coming. projects datelines are approaching. yups.
Tomachi no ganbatte kudasai! :D