canon in d
Friday, December 01, 2006 @ 10:46 PM

my fav classic melody . c a n o n in D
and the canon in d guy Chai Mingyou. omg he plays violin so well. plus keyboard. i think he is a real kuku. hah.
yeas.
on the way to Tp, freezing cold in the bus.
because the air conditioner was spoilt. and it was freezin cold because the cold air was comin through the hollow hole..straight down on me.
and this kuku lap top is driving me mad. my hands are so suan. and i kept pressing the wrong keys.
alright coming back.
suddenly i couldnt be bothered about the coldness.
my heart went cold.
its like. really dunno what to say.
pf said she will be waitin for me after sch..but halfway she went off with her friends..qd said she will be meeting me..halfway she went off with her friends..
wow.
super stunned.
and pj didnt come for jap tut and lec.
i was again left alone.
strike by loneliness.
sentosa rains.
again. i was alone on the bus back to de island.
and alone. back to tp.
alone still. in the freezing library.
yea i wonder why again and again this happened to me..
duno wat to say.
people are enjoying
how i wish.
im part of them.
since im not.
i would rather not know.
how happy they might be.
it feels even lousier.
human nature?
maybe its mine.
i rather i dunno.
den to know.
yet.
i knew it everytime.
args.
i really felt upset over this.
raising me high and dropping me.
i can take roller coaster rides.
but no. not too many times.
i wish im never being raised.
jus when i needed someone.
and jus when i tot finally someone will be there
it suddenly disappeared.
i cant take it.
seriously.
the feeling is much worse.
yea. and i finished my report at ard 8pm. dunno whether still to add somemore anot.
reached home. suddenly i remembered my last meal was at 10 plus this morning.
and my eyes are still killing me/.