Wednesday, February 07, 2007 @ 2:19 PM
CHERRY.CHEERY.CHERRY.
Deathinthebox
heys in sch lab now. lolss. abit boreddd la huh. yeps. lastnight. mixed emotions. anger. lousy feeling. disappointment. upset. confusion. lols. all the bad moods jus came onto me. yeas. was really happy for 89` lolss got a gf recently lol! yeas. good luck to you man if u are seeing this lolss. hahah yeas. felt appreciated when he told me about his life and stuff lols and regard me as a good friend. HAHAHA. yeas man never did i think of that. yups. hmmm.
my father could never understand how i feel.
the feeling of being forced to do things that i do not like. is terrible for me.
why cant he jus put himself in my shoes? and to think that i helped him to put in good words for him in afternoon when my mum was complaining about him. yeas it was so ironic yea?
yeas. was really in a bad moood because wat did we do to deserve that kind of treatment? Ranting, shouting, nagging everyday of our life. you have ur own emotions. we have too.
It aint right to throw ur temper on US.
and seriously we do not need you.
we can live our own.
yes. you are not indispensable.
yups. when i was feeling lousy. you came along and made my life harder. yeas. its my own fault my own dumb thoughts and feelings.
while i was trying to console peifen, i jus felt so..ironic.
anyway, ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. LOL. so lets ganbatte!! :D