it drives me c r a z y whenever i tried to upload the photos because all the pics always went missing after a few pics were uploaded successfully. haha. yeas lor m a d ness!!

yeas it was taken at vivo a few days ago. i wanna buy a better camera phone lolss to capture all the moments in my life. =)

i realised how shallow some ppl can be. how naive girls are. hahaha. yes. did my jap script lols i actually redo the whole script. yeas. stunned myself too. with all the copy and paste and creating of tables. yupss. was glad because i only had problems pronouncing two sentences hahah!! YEA!!! so happy when i saw the jap tutor nodding her head =)) means i pronounced well!!

yea woohoo. hahah. yeass. i think i can further my jap education. wahaha. yeas alot of stuff to be done by next wk.

Service proficiency test on mon

MICE project on tues

OPERA test on thurs

yea great. gotta jiayou jiayou. haha.

sometimes. sometimes. sometimes. there are things going on my mind. yet i guess i shouldnt say them out. haha. sometimes things are better left unsaid?

uh. hahaha.

i h o p e e v er y t h i n g e n d s .

do i mean it in my heart. or is it what i should do.

hahaha i can no longer differentiate it anymore. maybe its because of this, i cant say what i wish. hahah. yes thats what an adult shld do. think before acting. haha.

sometimes words were said out of pique. sometimes i jus dun mean what i say. yeas. therefore sometimes i choose not to say anything at all.

someone's words keep ringing in my head. 'kou shi xin fei'

yeas. haha. im such a person. who dun speak from my heart. sometimes. i wish to speak from my heart. but logic took over. hahah. maybe. im also nt sure. hahah. but sometimes i jus hope the other party will understand what im thinking. hahaha. which is super hard unless the person is some fortune teller or something. hahaha. yeas but its my own fault because i chose it.

yupss. i dun blame anyone but myself. de super k u k u.

sometimes im lost . and sometimes. i jus cant myself in anywhere. haha. werid. no matter how tired i am, i tried to talk. hahah. i think im getting more determined. hahah. because i would jus heck care all and live in my own world when tiredness stuck me.

yupss. i realised these few days no matter how tired i am, i tried to say something. trying my best to lame. but sometimes it jus made the whole place seemed colder la. yeas. but i tried, did i?

yeas. sometimes. i tried. hard. you know? nobody knows. lols. yea. trying my best in working out relationships. with my godparents. arranging dinner. my parents. listening to their naggings and complaints. my friends. trying to lame and crap. trying to accommodate. trying to make life more fun. trying to etc. and you.

yeas. im using all my energy. studies. relationships.

even bondin with my classmates, schmates. jus because i dun wanna return to my old self back in my end of sec 3 life. im exhausted. i really need a shoulder to lean on. carry my responsibilities and worries away.

yups. who really cares? lols.

the fascade behind the true self.

or who really understands? lols.

e m o e m o

jus because i saw something that i shouldnt have seen? lols. maybe maybe not.