never wanna hear you say goodbye.

yea. not been slping well these few days though im having my long waited holidays. hahah.
it doesnt seem that great isnt it. haha.
but i realised alot. haha. yeas.

anyway last night was really terrible. because my body ached like mad and i jus couldnt get to sleep though i was dead tired after 5 hours of hectic work at hotel rendevous.

yeas. my partner jefferine was nice and experienced. she taught me alot and wanted me to try everything including deboning the fish! gawd. was really a kuku experience for me man. 1st time deboning. and it was really very embarassing!! everyone at the table was waiting for me to finish deboning and cutting. u know i could really feel myself perspiring. gawd.

and the little boy was ranting " i want fish!" of cos i know u wan fish i also wanna get it all done quickly and dig a hole can. hahah.
no doubt everyone dotes on him and his grandma ( i think is the bridegroom's mum) was saying dun be noisy jie jie is alrd nervous enough.

gawd. and i was apologising profusely man.

args. and the plates were damn heavy la. no need to go gym alrd. u can do gym there. training my muscles. in fact all the cells of me. mental challenge because i got to do everythin fast~~ and my partner was pushing me to my limit man.

hello. today is my 1st day.

and i think we are the only ones serving 3 tables??
while others 2 tables.
gawd.
they like to torture girls issit.
there are so many guys there~

yeas lors. my legs are damn suan. and i think i sprained my ankle or something. it hurt terribly okies. and i could feel my muscles being torn when i was trying reach the table with the heavy platter. gawd. i was really stretching myself to my max.

and i could feel my wrist going to break anytime. i could feel the transmitting of msg from my wrist to my brain. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. yeas. jus before im going to break everythinng on the tray, i went back to pt down everything. my hand was trembling~~~ the tray was not really heavy at first. but each time i had to change the plates. FOR EACH COURSE. damn.
and there are 10 COURSES?

gawd. my hands really cant take it man. 10 plates each time. and i have to replace all the plates with new ones for 10 ppl.

and some kuku adults were REALLY ^&*^&8!!
couldnt they JUS MOVE.
and they expected me to balance the tray full of plates and trying to figure out how to get the plates from THEM. there wasnt enough space for me to TAKE the plate MAN. i dun expect you to GIVE me the plate. JUS MOVE IT. couldnt you.?

damn. and u think u are the queen ar?
without any thankyou from you. OKies i expected that anyway.
some adults jus take things for granted. pls wake up ur idea. we are humans too.

yes and i was always saying thankyou when some of the kind souls helped me. some of the uncles smiled and said thankyou almost everytime. one uncle helped me by giving his plates to me to collect. some JUS DON MOVE. and i had a hard time.

plus my partner keep asking me to be QUICK QUICK QUICK. NOW NOW NOW.

and while i was doing something, the guests requested other things from me. and i was practically running around the whole place. BECAUSE some kuku ppl blocked my pathway. and i had to walk one big Round.

gawd.

i was really afraid of dropping all the plates man when i realised my hands were trembling.

somehow there is no service in banquet. because . you need to be FAST. and u cant cater to everyone. and everyone was task oriented. jus finish the work and say byebye.

whereas me. i hope to interact more with guests. not Rushing here and there serving the with the trays. collecting the plates. changing new ones. rushing to the netx table.

gawd. at the every moment. i realised hw hard my mum worked last time. hard earned money.

and before i cut the fish, i spilled the red wine. gawd. again. im always spilling stuff when it comes to fish. the brothers of the table kept laughing la. so paiseh okies. he kept looking at me and SMILE. gawd.

i wanna die of embarassment.

seriously. ~~~
so many requests.

and i was seriously suey.
2 out of 3 tables. there were 2 KIDS. and we need to cater to their special requests. and know wat. they like to sit together veyr closely while eating. and i had a hard time taking the plates from them. THEY KNEW IT. bt they din help?

dunno wat';s on their mind.

yeas. unexpectedly uncles are better. and one uncle even talked to me. and some even said thankyou. waht is happening to the ladies?


yea. all the scenes were in my mind last night.
and my legs were too painful that i couldnt even slp.

now my whole body is aching like mad.



i figured it out.
after so long.

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