haha jus read through sock's blog and saw my comment to her, "hey hmm there are alot of times when we cant choose what we love to do..but we can try to love what we are doing yeah? hahah miracles happen! but have to put in efforts too! jiayou eh! "

i guess i have to remind myself that. LOL.

yea i almost forgot how to think positive when im alone, SERIOUS. hahahaa. thats why i need ppl around me yeah.

hahaha there are too much rubbish in my head that i need to get rid of. i hate waking up in the middle of the night for nothing. I have gotten used to checking my hp halfway through my sleep. this is madness.

but luckily not always. it only happened once a while.

arg. yups.

there are so many things that are bothering me and they are accumulating like a hill.

haa.

i dunno whether is my stomach flu coming back.

they say stress might be one of the reasons why we get stomach flu. wellssss lols i hope NOT. hahaha. i got to be positive ya? lol!

and service line rank no. 2 in depression list. wow. hahaha. NO!

alright alright stop scaring you guys my fellow coursemates. hahaha.

no1. is the doctors and nurses. hahah. its quite unfair because they are nice people. why do nice ppl get all de shit? hahahs

i cant let my emotions take over me. i have to be more logical. haha. i cant be influenced by the ppl around me and accept things that i might regret in the future. dunno what i mean? that serves the purpose. haha.

i guess right now i need more friends. listening ears.

pls entertain me! hahah i will appreciate it.

yups. luckily yesterday we have ernest and melody yups its really fun working with them. hahah (; i know my luck is coming back after the stomach flu.

hahaha. i guess right now. i only wish to meet ppl who can bring joy to me. lols the rest, maybe i should jus ignore them. lol. its really a tiring job to do taht 24/7.

so now i mus know my stand. hohos.

i need to practise the two commentary~~~~ yeah man. reminded me of presentation in schools. well.

and yesterday i was really happy that i actually helped during the swim program! yeahwoo. the little kid was afraid of the waters instead of the dolphins. and yeah he actually told me his fears!! he said he can swim better without lifejacket and thats the reason why he felt so insecured because he was wearing the lifejacket. LOL. yupss and i told him about the dolphins we have there and that made him interested in getting close to them.

AND YESH. he did it. he overcame his fear and de next moment he is in the waters with the dolphin. (;

i smiled :) when i saw him playing with the dolphins happily.

claps* for his courage. =D