one moment,
GRINNING
another moment,
COMPLICATED
COMPLICATED
Yesterday i went shopping, where? NTUC. i cant believe myself walking alone in the aunty uncle family place after my work. i saw kids, that scene reminded me of me when i was a kid, just like them. And the little girl caught me in act. Yes, i was taking the pictures of the POPCORN containers, which are the onees you guys are seeing now.
She shouted to her mum, 'She is taking photos eh'. yaya, im taking pictures cant you see im already trying very hard to keep it as a secret. arg. im not mad, don worry. lol
alright end of story i bought Polky, its only 87cents omg i don even know it is so cheap until i saw it. I jus bought a polky at sentosa for $2? im gg to bang the wall myself.
and yes, next is cereal woo, it states there SLIM low fat, low everything and high in calcium and my dad was asking whether is that the food for ppl who wanna slim down. Because he saw a slim figure on the cover page.
yes den i bought sweet yes of cos because it is cheaper. and i will tak ethe pictures of them soon, im collecting the boxes! hoho and i love strawberry flavour, to think that i hate strawberry in the past. hahaha.
yea. its been so long since i stepped into NTUC and it is the 1st time i walked around alone and suddenly i felt im some adult buying those basic necessities. oh ya did i mention i buy HL milk too? and the moment my bro reached home, he told me he bought HL milk. wow. stunned.
my breakfast. strawberry flavour.
bus ride to work.
i dunno when it started and i wanna stop it. but i cant bare to stop it, thats the problem.im mentally and physically t i r e d d .
i dunno how long i can last.
i put on makeup and a smile.
trying to remind myself to be strong.
i know it may sounds irrelevant. but yes, there are some connections, at least to me.
Appear to be good. but.
ya.
but we need to smile right? hahaha. it was so contradicting when i say things like this, 'hey why so sad! aiyo! don worry got me!!! hahhaha come i entertain you.'
but we need to smile right? hahaha. it was so contradicting when i say things like this, 'hey why so sad! aiyo! don worry got me!!! hahhaha come i entertain you.'
super.
but seriously when i make someone happy, i feel happy too. :)
wehn im all alone again, i felt it again. its like that i guess. lol.
and now everything is still a mystery.
well anyway, today is the 1st time i tok so much with him haha. so embarassing when f a ris told him im scared of him. ARG. IM NOT.
alright, i shall see.