thesedays
Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 9:32 PM
have been
down in mood.
pretending to be alright i hate this me. at the end of the day im de liar lying to myself. tml going parkway, a place which i have not been since secondary school days. seriously i have phobia gg there. lol. isetan and all. anyway i have to put on a smile again tml. sometimes its tiring. and of cos i have to smile on
sunday because im attending a
wedding dinner. well anyway i will jus heck care everyone except entertaining my godpa. oh ya and of cos
ruihuan, suddenly remembered is her brother's wedding. lol she was my
lovely neighbour .
i still remember we used to play alot of games,
teachers game,
cooking time - she had a stove and refrigerator (i love cooking in the past because i don need to eat what i cook),
barbie and ken (she got ken, thats why i love playing with her),
polly pockets (omg her toys are better than mine of cos), and
paperdoll (we love to be designers),
lego (its quite boyish thats why we seldom play that), hahaa and i still remember her not eating the veggies but bottles of vitamins (i envied her that time because the pills seem as nice as sweets)
these memories, i will always take them with me. not to forget those times when we cried because we cant play with each other anymore. and those times we play silly games at the staircase making noise and shouting away. we rocks! hahaha and not to forget we are born on the same day though im older than her by 1 yr.
hahaa. and time passed so quickly, next moment her brother is getting married and im attending his wedding. omg.
i still cant believe it. and i
hate to know im growing up.
haha. you know something, sometimes i wish i don remember things that well. until now, i can still remember the old times. good or bad, i ll always remember.
i still remember peifen saying, her heart might not take it thats why she cant jus play play with someone. if u know what i mean.
yea its easy to say, jus play play.
i might seem that i don bother, but deepinmyheart, i treasure all the memories. its jus that i keep them in my heart. i don express myfeelings that easily, in a way. if you know what i mean. lol its getting complicated? no, if u know me well enough. haha.
and, my hp got problem again!! because i tried to transfer files from hp to com. and guess what? i forgot to copy and paste.
i dunno
whats got onto me.
i dunno how he does that.
amigiving itup.