indigestion
Sunday, December 09, 2007 @ 11:32 PM
i guess im having indigestion. haha. terrible. nvm will get better tml/sometimes i dread work, because sometimes i even tot of work when im slping. ahhaa.. its bad. i know. i miss the times when i complain complain and complain to my friend after work or school. and now, i have to take care of my eyes because i always wear my contacts for long hours. and thats why i cant meet up with friends until late at night. thats the disadvantage. im still paranoid, i think i still need some time to stop being that. my stomach hurts almost every night.i know i have been eating junk food. because i dun even wanna waste time thinking of what to do since lifes been not easy alrd.I found the answer today. thats it.maybe its a good thing when you start facing up to reality. I gotta pull myself UP. haha.I will start eating healthy food, slp early and visit my aunt.going back to the life i had once.well, time is the key now.haha. Im STRONG. the real smile will appear soon. went out with tzehui today. wow its been so long since we met! gosh. ahhaa. its very funny to hold an umbrella at TOWN. especially the person who carried the umbrella is tzehui. hes so TALL. haha anyway today i had fun, though i felt guilty for not visiting them again. I WILL MAKE TIME. really. this time.wait till i get better. i will. and yea i had great time shopping with him because we went quite alot of places hahah and there was not a single moment for awkward silence. yeahhey. and honestly my mind drifted to elsewhere sometimes. its great to have ppl talking to me updating me about their life. its great that i can share what is funny to them and they have something to say back. its great to have great food and great accompany. its great to forget about someone if its only for one moment. hohoho. i feel like gg jogging. hahaa. random. anyway. I enjoyed today. A BIG THANKYOU if you are reading this, mud haha.