seven december
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE KOON! :Dhahaha i know you wont be seeing this but yes im gg to wish you anyway! hohoho.! hope you can find a job that you really like. haha.
okies. i realised that blogging is sometimes a very kuku thing to do. lol. you cant vent your anger, cant express your true feelings sometimes and its the only thing you can do when u are BOREDD and you don wish to talk to anybody on this earth.
yeah. hahah SO WHY AM I BLOGGING. ahhahaa you should know the ans.
the hardest thing to do is to learn to let go. haha but i will learn.
i think i have indigestion or something, my stomach hurts every now and then. especially at night. i think i need to see the doc soon, i have been postponing the appt. and not to forget to visit aunt and ah pek soon.
sometimes its not that i don MISS you if i don meet you. I miss you guys all the time, its just that i didnt say. I hope my godparents will understand and i know they have been understanding and thats why i always feel guilty for not visiting them regularly. Sometimes i jus don wish to let them see me when im down. and when i try to pretend, i feel very tired. sometimes my mind will jus go blank and i can be really blur. lol nth seem to go through my mind. hahaha. plus there is nth to do there, so my brain don really needd to work.
hahaa. okie im crapping. complaining whatever you say. lol. get used to it. you will get used to it.
there is nobody at home now, thats a miracle somehow because my dad will come straight home after his work. and I DIN SEE HIM. for a moment i thought there are some robbers hiding in my room. LOL.
and seriously i became paranoid because of my mum's constant naggings about my contact LEns. i hate it. lol. i hate that me too.
and clar was nice to accompany me to optician hahaha yeahwoo. i knew a easier method of taking off the contacts. yeahman. and i realised how great is taht to solve the problem immediately rather than prolonging it.
and from jiemin i learnt to spend wisely LOL. and she is really nice to tok to la, can complain whatever you wan to her and can lame with her! hahaa. luckily gt her or else i might suffer from some kuku illness. LOL. CHOY.
hahaha. yea i jus hope that we can all work in harmony everyone is happy and then i will be happy. lol. yeahhh. nth else. :D
can we?
imm lettinggg go.
can i?
last look.
i hope i can block out everything that is in my mind
see the flag?
yes, SWIM HERE. hahaha. its like encouraging ppl to SWIM only there. haha.