seventy four
yrs old is the age of my godpa yeah finally met up with him for dinner and seriously i dunno how i could eat all the FOOD (a plate of horfun and porkribs) up. my mum bought me chicken soup, taiwan sausage and my fav bean curd. my hands were cold and i didnt even know it until she told me. she said i need some tonics badly.kept raining yesterday and i was all drenched since 1pm. of cos i didnt tell them or else they will start their di di di diam again.
hahaa. the didididiam story by ah ma qiudan.
yeah i was immuned to cold alrd i guess. after work, went shower and de water was cold. as usual, i didnt want my bag to be heavy so i didnt bring a towel. haha. sounds strange but i jus dun wan to add more weight to my back, since its alrd not well yet.
tot of that i haven gone for my appt at tpy. arg gotta find time haha. maybe on sunday. den after meet peijiao! hahaa its been so long since we met up!
i realised how little i can do for him. besides having dinner with him, sometimes going to the nearby ntuc with him i feel that theres really nth much i can do. and i even forgot he has problems with his eyes until he mentioned to me jus now. omg. how can i forget about it. and he has been skipping his checkups and all. i promised to take him to the doc. and i didnt even ask when is it.
but this time, i wont forget. i will keep pestering him until he goes for his medical checkup. he told me his vision is getting blur and his head hurts sometimes.
am really anxious.
he handed 20dollars to me and later passed another 20dollars to me because he thinks its not enough. i rejected but he pushed de money to me. i didnt say anything after that because i dunno what can i say.
don be so nice to me. i don deserve it.
the sky will lit up once again.
i wanna turn off my hp i wanna see how far i can go w/o it. i cant rely on anything but myself. maybe for now.