Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 9:20 PM
i waited in vain. for half an hr.
i felt like vomiting my head was super giddy
i jus wanna go home
i fall down few days back and now its still painful
my eyes are forever dry and uncomfortable
i left with nothing with me
am i only someone you will look for when you are bored?
tell me its not true.
but its the fact ?
i always work when others take MC. so kept cover others work. can i complain?
seriously im physically mentally tired. luckily i didnt really show it.
met the retail lady she said i always look cheerful. really glad to hear that because i jus dun wanna show that i jus know hw to complain. like wat elfie once said.
i know th e world is unfair. but the feeling really .
the efforts i put in.
maybe nobody can see it.
i keep reminding myself, you know yourself don you?
yeah i jus couldnt control myself but to feel lousy.
. . . . i jus need a break.