waste my 20dollars for the m c . sigh.
haha jumbo kept looking at me. cant see his eyes? hoho he got smaller eyes than pet. but hes cute ;D haha. lets see another pic of him.
i snapped it when he finally looked away. haha. i will miss you boy! (;
i like this scene. haha. sunshine after the rain. though the sun is setting down. haha.
on our way to hair cut last weekend. i regretted cutting my hair now it becomes so difficult to tie my hairrrrrr.
i like my sis's new top. nice? haha. alright she's my elder sis if you re gg to say shes my younger sis. she finally dyed her hair. haha. but 1 and half hr is abit too longgg.
i was forced to smile.
i was gg to doze off after 1 and half hr waitin time.
and yea. i regretted cutting my hair. ;( haha. nvm it will grow again right. hahaa.
been really stressed these few weeks. my eyes are so uncomfortable these days too. i guess its because of the long hrs of wearing contacts. yeah i know but i alrd tried not to wear it wehn travelling to work.
yups. after so long i finally got my break. Yesterday was really sunnyyyyy. i could feel my skin burning. and seriously the project assignment portfolio are driving me nuts. finally did the charts but thats not the end. got to finish the project by today.
sigh sigh. got lots to complain. haha. but now dunno why im stucked. ahhaa. i cant even remember what im gg to say.
thats bad.
oh ya why im blogging instead of doing projects, i was annoyed by my mum. argss. its very irritatingg toking to her for i dunno why. i mean i know why but i dunno why i feel that way. arg what am i saying. anyway. im avoiding conflict with her so here i am. sometimes i envy my friends . because they can get along with their family well. sometimes im angry at myself. for not trying. for throwing temper. for complaining. for not visitin my godparents who are genuinely worried about me. for thinking of him. for not taking things easy. for troubling my friends.
i really feel terrible. all the sickness jus came to me and i don even have time to react to it.
i know my spine is getting worse. i finally understand why ppl always say they know their health condition best. you know when its coming.
haha. becoming ah ma alrd? NOOO. it will become better after my attachment. im gg to play as hard as i can. actually i really dunno whether i should go uni. should i? i feel so confused sometimes. so what if i work hard and score well. wheres my direction. I dunno. i dunno.
efforts wasted? dunno. i know its better to get a degree. somehow in my mind i dun wan to face the same pressure again.
haha life is like that right. haha. alright stop thinking and do wahtever you can. trytrytry!
take things easier maybe things will get better. yeah. maybe ya?
I longed for a good laugh.