Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 5:43 PM
i need a break.
its only the second day of renovation and seriously i want to MOVE OUT.
really super super duper angry.
i cant stand it alrd.WITH the stupid arrangement, i had to trouble myself so much. oh ya, you must be thinking, since you are jobless you should do abit more.
ya. its more than jus coming home to lock the door and waiting an hr for my dad. i have to do the houswork, move the furnitures, clean the place and stand the naggings.
what did i do wrong to deserve all these?
the moment i reached home yesterday, i had to start doing housework. then can i go for dinner. and its forever raining. damn it.
and then i got scolded for not hanging the clothes well. '20yrs old alrd everything also dunno.......etc'
wth.?? jus because you are tired you can scold me?
this morning, i waited for another hr and got scolded again. this time, i forgot to pass the key to him. yes. its all my fault for being drowsy in the morning when i din even have breakfast.
then, again. called me to buy dinner for him when i was on my way home. its was 430pm. and i need to get home by 515pm (this was what he told me this morning).
and guess what i was at HOUGANG and i just missed the bus. and it was raining super heavily. he raised his voice at me when i tried to reason out with him. its impossible for me to reach home by 515 if i were to buy dinner for him. then i realised toking to him is jus wasting my breath.
yell*
i think everyone mus have tot im mad. im the only one who walked in heavy rain with ground flooded with rainwater. i was practically running and splashing water and damn it, i couldnt shower at home.
so i finally bought the dinner and rushed back. you cant imagine your feet with all the mud and leaves and water.
despite all the efforts, i was reprimanded for not being early home. i looked up the clock, 525pm.
yes. damn it. i should have returned at 6pm instead.
then the moment i reached, he asked me to move the stuff to the back. i told him, after i rest a while i will do. he said IM LAZY. 'You very busy meh? so free don do work. dunno why. you jus don care about this home.'
wth?
i jus don care this home.
ya. its jus a waste of my efforts.
whatever i do, nobody appreciates.
my brother is the same.
yesterday they returned late. jus nice. they can straightaway go to bed without any efforts done.
i was disappointed with my brother. why cant you return earlier to help?
my home. to me. its jus like a hotel.