never wanna hear you say goodbye.

i thought i alrd prepared myself for the worst.

i never know...

i never know...it would hurt me that much.

i hate myself for replying in those 'haha' way.
i hate myself for being nonchalant.
i hate myself for not letting him know how hurt i am.
i hate myself from lying. to myself.
i hate myself for being foolish hoping that he will return one day.
i hate myself for even thinking of ways that he will get me back.
i hate myself for worrying about him when he didnt reply.
i hate myself for writing this but i just cant hold it no longer.
i hate myself for losing slp.

..everything is jus not right for me.

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