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happy thoughts. i will constantly remind myself to be happy.

things that make me smile from within -

a kid lets me see her drawing. hahah seriously i dunno what she had drawn and seriously another reason why i kept staring at the picture was that I was finding a word to describe the picture.

my brain juice used up, i finally spoke, 'hmm whats this?'

o.m.g.

i cant believe i actually said taht. its like im pouring cold water. i should know what shes drawn!!

and her mum was asking her again, as though she cant hear what i jus said.

so her mum helped to reply, 'its a face' in kiddish tone.

actually i know its a face but it doesnt look like a face cos the nose mouth and eyes are very far apart. haahha. yaaa.

den i really have no idea hw to end the conversation!! but they are waiting for my reply. i know the kid was waiting for me to say something nice or even praise her.

'its cute'. i kept smiling and smiling hoping that what i said is sincerely true. though its a really stupid comment. seriously i dunno which part of the picture is cute.

arg..........im stupid. i hope shes happy hearing taht though haha.

before they left, their mum urged them to say goodbye to jiejie hahah yeah! ;) they are cute and pretty kids;)

yes, thats the thing abt my job, i love making ppl smile!;)

once, someone told me he doesnt like me to lie..

yea, but he never understands the reason why i do so.

i guess its really difficult to know me.

because sometimes even I, don really know myself.