never wanna hear you say goodbye.

when the stress comes
they come all together.

i feel weak all over.
i could really feel my health getting worse. day by day.
yeah. today i was woken up by my bro at 8plusam. gawd. there goes my beauty sleep.

so everyday i have not enough slp. i really wonder am i strong enough to work 6day week 9hrs a day. seriously, yesterday was kinda one of my worse days at taka. though i din show it, i could feel my body giving way.

when i was walking to mrt station in the morning, my mind didnt seem to coordinate with my body. i pushed myself to walk faster but to no avail. i felt as though i was gg to faint or something. yea so i was late for work. and i was the last one who reported to work.

didnt manage to have my dinner again.

on the happy note, gt one boyboy very cute! 2&half yrs old. hahahaa he went hiding beneath the table so that i couldnt see him. ahhaha. he likes my apple snack! and yeah he said thankyou jiejie luckily its not aunty huh. hahaha. you have to see his face hes really cute.!

i like kids who are shy shy yet playful. hahaha.

gt one girlgirl very smart also. she gave back the baby rice to her mum after she tasted it. its blend but crispy. hahaha. i think if i were her i might jus throw the baby rice into the promoter's face ahhaa it is not tasty at all.

haah so they are very obedient kids.

yesterday was my 1st time eating the rice cakes. i was forced to. of cos. haha. but after a while i realised its not that bad. quite nice actually!! haha.

turning on my com, i saw pj comment. setting goals. seriously, i have no goal anymore. because everything is uncertain to me. some advised me to study uni. arg. really really. im all messed up.

seriously i was angry with myself, because even I, dunno waht i want.

thats the worse feeling that i dun wish to get.

whats my career path. can i don think of it? i haven even started my full time job. How am i suppose to know whether i like it or not. honey aunty was saying simply, quit if you think its not suitable den find another one.

yeah yeah. thanks man. thats what i wanna hear. haha.

why am i stressing myself so much. i haven even tried. mistakes don mean that i will fail all the way right? i tot they make us grow? LOL. okie i know its lame.

besides feeling edgy towards de new job, there is something else.

its like suddenly i was being shot by so many things at one time.
im trying to handle. pls i need more support.

later still have to go down to sign the employment letter abit waste time becayuse after that will have to head to the library, i hope the book is not overdued, then to my aunty house.

so tell me, what can i do with 1 off day?

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